I’m Not The One – Sam Smith

This song only proves that we are only human but “some people are more human than others.” You must think am confused but just think about that phrase. Try not to consider the obvious when giving your judgement. Maybe just maybe you will see what i mean.

“You and me we made a vow

For better or for worse

I can not believe you let me go

It proves in a way it hurts

For my months i had my doubts

Denying every tear

I wish this would be over now

But i still*

You say am crazy

Coz you do not think i know what you have done

But wen you call me baby, i know am not the only one”


Too Good At Good Byes πŸ’ͺ

Each time i listen to this song, these lines feel like “bitter” poetry yet soothing. Sometimes i feel like all the nice break up songs came out late. The confidence and self determination in these words must be the reason i love it.

“You must think that am stupid

You must think that am a fool

You must think that am new to this

But i have seen this song before

Am not gonna let you close to me even if you mean the most to me.” πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”

Still Nothing….


The days i sat home,

Waking up to the same routine everyday,

And reality hitting you,

Of how unemployed you are,

A thousand business cards in my wallet.

But none was helpful,

The connections i had,

Still nothing,

The nights were even longer,

Thinking of what you are going to eat the next day,

What you are going to wear,

Where you will get the money to make your hair,

How you are going to ask Dad/mum for this money,

Yet they have given you the best for the past 23 years,

The number of job applications i made each day,

The unanswered mails,

The hope i always had for each interview that came through,

To be continued……